etc.

disconnected and disoriented.

i'm trying to learn from it.

and i miss reading books.

spring/break

landscapes on sponges have become vehicles that take me places that become photographs that are projected over toy cars connected to computer chips/fans/lightbulbs.

if I take a slice, or a bar of time and insert it where it does not belong then am I creating a new space in/of time? what about the blank spot that is left behind.

if I command z then can I move forward, or what if I did and then I had to watch the moment before that action over and over again.

When you smell something it is really your physical environment penetrating your body.

I have no food.

I want to shut myself in a room somewhere and make things.

and what about tethering. and a screen of balloons that detach and float away one at a time.

I still have a box of geodes that I have to crack.

I am feeling stuck as usual. or incompetent, or behind or that my approach is wrong. I have been having trouble remembering things and I think it is because so much is locked up inside of my head. I don't even understand the lists that I make. and I am afraid that I have squandered the opportunity to just make without any consequences.

If spring break was actually a time machine.